Making Something Out Of Nothing

I’m in a nightmare. I have to be…

Tomorrow is the day our lives change forever. My heart breaks at the thought of what will be. My heart aches at the thought of what could be.

It feels like a part of me has died..

How is this not fixable? How do we accept that we tried our best knowing it wasn’t good enough? How do we accept that we weren’t given the chance to make up for our mistakes?

I pray someday you’ll find it in your heart to forgive. Family is all we’ve got in this world.

Here’s to every tear that will fall. Here’s to every thought of you. Here’s to every memory that will hurt over and over again. Here’s to missing you on the bad days and missing you on the good days.

“Let it go” they say…

“Times gonna wash this all away…”

I know we will never recover. There will always be an empty hole in our hearts from this day forward and it didn’t have to be.

Don’t forget about us.. xoxo.