I know I’ve let a lot of people down over the years and I’ve apologized where I felt necessary. Every bad decision has made me better. And although I’m forgiven by others for the longest time I didn’t forgive myself. I let so many good people slip out of my life because of my pride. Friendships I should’ve cherished more than I did. Sometimes I miss the way certain things were but not the situation that caused those things to have happened. There used to be a lot of resentment towards myself because of the stupid decisions. But I’ve learned that all I can do is be a better me than I was yesterday. There’s no rewind button and even if there was I’m not quite sure I’d use it.

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