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Christmas Eve
The holiday season is supposed to be filled with joy, love and family. It’s easy to lose sight of that on top of all the rituals and obligations that we may feel we have to participate in. Seeing family and friends that I haven’t seen much throughout the year has my anxieties on the max… — read more
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Phony
not genuine; fraudulent. It’s not always obvious when people do not have your best interest in mind. When someone’s ill-intentions are made clear personally, my brain opts to sever ties. I find it hard to allow someone to be apart of my life knowing that they do not have my best interest at heart. I’ve… — read more
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Seasonal
Seasonal depression is more real than people tend to admit. The holiday season is supposed to be filled with joy and a ton of bonding experiences with family and friends. There are gift giving obligations and various dinners and brunches. While that is all good it’s easy to forget that in the midst of that… — read more
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Work trips
P and I were in Jersey for 3 days and normally business trips are chaotic or so they feel with the new city and drastic change in day to day routines. This trip was different. I felt good about everything that happened. I feel that we’re making progress for the first time. It’s one thing… — read more
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Keep pushing
I’ve started to accept the reality of a situation I’m in and while it’s definitely sobering I can’t say I’m too happy with how I’m feeling. It’s so hard deciding against what your heart is telling you to do sometimes. Stuck between wanting to follow my heart but knowing I should be rational or so… — read more
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Soft Answer
Whenever I’m barked at by anyone I tend to retreat within myself and I stay there for long periods of time. Something about getting yelled at just makes me feel so small and essentially unloved. They say love is not easily puffed up but that seems to be the only kind of love I’ve known.… — read more
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Grief
Grief hits us in waves. Mourning and fighting through grief is not simply black and white. It’s not as easy as just not thinking about the loss or getting over it. Don’t let anyone dictate how you should grieve and mourn a loss. Whether it be loss of a loved one, loss of a friend… — read more
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Heartbreak
There’ll** There are various types of heartbreaks… — read more
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Real World
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See what I’m on
It’s been quite sometime since I’ve taken the time to write down my thoughts. In the last couple months so much has happened to be honest. My relationship with the in laws have drastically shifted. There’s dialogue – all I’ve ever wanted. One thing I’ve also realized over the last couple months is that we… — read more
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Redemption
It’s a great feeling when someone puts everything on the line to stand up for you and what they know is right. Today ended like this: when you’ve said what you’ve said and the ball is in their court all you do is wait and see how the game plays out. Confrontation is never easy… — read more
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Inadequacy
noun: inadequacy; plural noun: inadequacies the state or quality of being inadequate; lack of the quantity or quality required. Incompetence, incapability, unfitness, ineffectiveness, inefficacy, lack of skill, lack of proficiency, ineptness, uselessness, hopelessness, impotence, powerlessness. As of recently, feelings of personal inadequacy have emerged with an army of discouraging thoughts to go with it. Most… — read more
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Keith Urban
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