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Brother
My little brother is in a crisis. I feel useless not being able to help him and this is my field. This is where I thought I thrived. I guess because I’m family advice hits differently? The worst part is I can personally relate to his crisis so I know how to help but I’m… — read more
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To Be Continued
For months I had intentions of doing an ancestry DNA test but procrastinated up until a few weeks ago. The results came in this past Saturday morning.. They were rather unexpected. We found an entire family but there are more questions than answers. What are our true relationships? Who fathered my father? Should we even… — read more
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Praise You Anywhere
April 20th, 2024 King’s Theatre Brooklyn NY was a phenomenal night. My soul has been so filled since then. Blessed to have been in such a beautiful theatre with hundreds of people praising and worshipping God. Fast forward to May 4th, 2024. I now know why I have felt God’s love so much more than… — read more
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Rejoice
1:22am My little sister is finally baptized. God is a good God. In light of recent activities around the world my focus truly has been on God. In times like these we need a savior. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I find myself less interested in things of this world and thirsting more… — read more
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Evolution
What ifs aren’t a factor if you wake up everyday and consciously choose your purpose. — read more
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New Year
Overall 2023 was a solid C+. I turned 30 and within two months saw my first gray hair. The last four months of 2023 were pretty rough. It felt like one obstacle after another. We spent 10 days in the hospital and one of those days just happened to be our 2nd wedding anniversary. We’ve… — read more
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Two Years
Today, 12/11 marks two years married. It was not the way I envisioned celebrating two years of marriage but life is sometimes unpredictable. Last Sunday 12/3 we got to the emergency room around 9:45pm. My husband had been experiencing some pain in his right knee which started Thursday at work. He had surgery on that… — read more
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Recovered
It’s been a very hard three weeks. The months leading up to it were bad but getting sick made things 100x worse. We live in a time where the slightest cold makes me afraid of being near the elderly family members we have. We missed two weeks of gathering together out of an abundance of… — read more
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Sars
Wondering why life has been so challenging lately. This past week has been rough. What we thought was a slight cold due to the drastic weather change was confirmed to be Covid. I’ve been very disconnected from the social aspects of life. Trying to focus on what I need instead of what I want. Sometimes… — read more
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Changed
12:12am – tonight made me realize that we may never be the same again after we get out of this tunnel. We had a small taste of normalcy and it appeared to seem so foreign. Change is inevitable sometimes but the kind that hurts the most is the kind forced upon you. The kind you… — read more
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Day 8
It’s been a rough week and it feels like crap just keeps piling on. Still not much of an appetite but the crazy vivid dreams/nightmares we were having died down. Mornings are filled with anxiety and struggling to just make it out of the house. At this point I’m not sure how much more things… — read more
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Turnaround
Subtle signs keep hope alive. We still don’t know what’s to come but we are holding on to hope as tight as we can. — read more
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Seasons
Day 2 of a drastic change. Trying to remind myself that seasons always change whether we like it or not. Some changes may be uncomfortable at first but eventually it’s just another passing day. — read more
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The Sky Is Falling
Literally. — read more
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Mehr
Friday we thought a weight had finally lifted off our shoulders but it turns out there’s more crap to deal with before this is all over. It’s very difficult trying to hold on to hope this time around. We do what’s asked of us and it’s never enough there’s always something else. — read more